Swasan ff:An Incomplete Scrapbook (An Awful Truth) Episode 4 Season 2

Sanskar's POV
"Woman... Beautiful than Angel, repulsive than evil", was a lethal combination. It could breach any barriers and produce miracles like the surging tidal waves were able to disperse alluvial soils on the fertile flood plains as well as rupture the coast line to create devastating floods. In either case, it was in extremity which couldn't be ignored. Beautiful minds would decipher lovely outcomes whereas ugly minds would only be the cause of extinction. The woman who was standing near me was also in her extremity. A deadly and dangerous woman, who was only symbolized for havoc. I was unable to behold her face for long as she was the reason of my ruin. I strangled her neck to give her a fatal & painful death. Shooting the bullet was far easier death to her. I wanted her screaming, shrieking, shivering & an ultimate mark of fear before her death. This could only give me peace.

I ignored all her bullshit talks. Just then she asked in stammering voice,"What is my fault,Sanskar?" 'A total bitch', I knew it. After doing so much evil deeds, still she had guts to ask her fault. I shouted,"Shut up, you have done innumerable evil acts. Just like the piousness starts flowing from river Ganges, evilness starts from you.." The way she was looking at me, I was pretty sure that she was unable to understand me. So, I again yelled,"Don't look at me like you are innocent." This time she said in an audible voice,"Don't say like puzzle pieces." Her attitude increased my rage & I pressed her neck more tightly & yelled,"Don't raise your voice,you bitch.. You want to know about your wrong doings na.. OK... Then listen & start counting as the list is never ending.."

She was still looking at me in a surprised look like she hadn't done anything. I started,"Mayuri, I have heard somewhere that there is no greater heaven than the heart of a loving mother. She is the one who nurtures her child. But you are a shame in the name of mother. How can you leave your child & push her to hell? You can't be even called as an animal as animals also care for their children." She was in complete shock as if I had told something unjust things. In an astonishing tone, she asked,"Child.. Whose child.. I don't have any child.." Again lie.. I shouted,"Mayuri, don't you feel embarrassment by telling so much lies. Earlier also you have projected yourself as a victim. Do you think, I will again trust on you?" She repeated her statements again & again.. Cutting her words, I yelled," Stop it Mayuri... At least have some guts to accept your fault like the way you are showering your lies as truths." She again emphasized her statements & said,"Trust me! I don't have any child." Without controlling my rage, I rotated her arms & she shouted in pain & I said,"Then who the hell is swara suryavansi?" Now she was looking at me intensely & said,"She isn't my child.. I am not her mother."

For sometimes I felt a ray of happiness inside my heart but suddenly I remembered Mayuri as a liar. I couldn't trust her words. I pressed her jawlines & yelled,"Now onwards, I don't want to hear a single lie from your mouth, Mayuri. Otherwise I won't spare you & be ready for the consequences." But she was behaving in a determined face & said,"Annapurna is her real mother, Sanskar." This lady had so much guts that pouring out so many lies before a slayer, I thought. How could even Mayuri say Annapurna Suryavansi as swara's real mother? The way swara had projected her foster mother, Annapurna Suryavansi, in front of me, undoubtedly she was a sane lady & caring swara a lot. Then why the hell Mayuri was lying?? I pressed her jawlines deeply & said,"Again you have lied.. You are disgracing a pure women & thrusting your faults on her head. This time you are so dead.." I tortured her & she shouted in pain,"At least give me a chance to explain myself." I yelled,"What will you explain, Mayuri? Again you will start lying, which I can't bear. And whom are you fooling?? I am aware about your affair with my dad...." I felt a pain in my heart when I called that man as my dad.

She said in a lower tone,"Yes! I have a relationship with your father. But trust me! That time I don't know about his married life. I have never lied to you,Sanskar. I am also a victim of incidents." And she emphasized her last sentence. For the first time, she said something liable words by accepting her relationship with my father. So, I gave her a chance to explain herself & she narrated,"I am a teenager that time.. Probably of 18 years of age.. We don't have much property that time.. The share prices of our company are very low. We are enjoying a middle class lifestyle. However I always feel left out between my friends as they consume lavish gadgets. I have also desired for a wealthy lifestyle. Eventually I have met your father in a party, where he has come as a high dignitary. He has persuaded me with his nice talks. In this way, our relationship has grown. Gradually he has satisfied all my needs & I am fond of his company despite having an age gap. But trust me! I don't know that he is married that time....

I am happy with him. However one fine morning I have come to know about my pregnancy and the day I have confronted your father about it, he has commanded me to destroy the child. I am totally broken & requested him to marry me & accept our child but he has denied. In the due course of time, my family has also come to know about this truth and they have discarded this relation & rejected me in the name of a shame.. If you have remembered, with much difficulty, I have come to your home to meet your father as he is avoiding me but that day I have seen his arrest & come to know about his married life.. That day my life is filled with darkness. Every gate of my life is closed.. It's like a trap & I don't know the way of escaping." She took a brief pause from her continuous narration & I was involved in deep thought. Her narrations were truly matched with the happenings of my life.

The memories of my father of not coming to home for nights together, his arrest, Mayuri's arrival to our home flashed back in my mind. But I was still confused & asked,"You have said that you are expecting a child, then how are you rejecting swara as your child?" She again started after taking a long breath,"It's because I have given birth to a dead child..." Now I was shocked beyond expectation. By looking at my shocking face, she explained," In between the share prices of our company has started increasing & the Suryavansi empire is a reputed name in the society. As I am only 20 years that time, I don't know what is good or bad for me & I have made a blunder by trusting your father,who has only utilised me for his satisfaction. My parents don't agree to this relationship but only looking at my poor condition, they have allowed me to stay at home.

Many people have come to know about my insane activity and my mom has passed away in between as she can't take this shame & fear of society anymore. After her death only, we have come across the pregnancy of my sister, Annapurna Suryavansi.. My father has broken down completely but he has handled this matter maturely and nobody come to know about her pregnancy in media unlike me. My days are passed in stressful conditions. I have developed many complications. So, I can't abort the child. On the date of my delivery, I have felt a lot of pain & when I have got up, my father has given me the news of my dead child & taken a vow from me to remain quiet about this incident. After some days when Annapurna has given birth to Swara, a false news is spread about me as her mother. As Annapurna's pregnancy is unknown to everyone, she is safe & I have borne all the shame. My father has forgiven her as her act is unknown to everybody but can't forgive me & has kicked me out of the house & taken a vow from me not to join my name with Suryavansi. I am aware about my mistake and because of me, my mother has passed away. So I don't want to give them further burden & have left home & renamed myself as Mayuri."

I saw her sobbing & really felt bad for her. Destiny had played a foul game with her. Truly there were winds of destiny that blow when we least expected them.. Who could even imagine that the woman whom I cursed as an evil creature was in fact genuinely a victim in the hands of destiny. That day I was confirmed that we didn't meet people by accident.. They were meant to cross our path for a reason. And my coincident meeting with Mayuri was just the same to perceive the truth.


Credit to:Kashis